Oh my little one,
I cant believe its already been 5 months since you came into this world.
You make me so happy. Each time I see your wide little grin, my world melts. Each time I hold you in my arms, everything else ceases to exist.
You’re a little darling.
Through all the madness this past month, you’ve handled things quite well. I was so scared. I was cursing and swearing and crying all through. The move back to Bangalore, setting up house again, the maid hunt, going back to office, partially weaning you. All major changes. I crumbled and bumbbled my way through. You on the other hand, just puckered up, smiled – and wailed a bit – and made your way through, a happy, adorable little baby. You do me proud.
This last month, I’ve been stressed out and crazed, much more than I’ve been sane. You’ve bravely put up with my moods. At just the right times, you reach out with your little hands and hold my face and give me the most angelic smile.
I’m at a loss for words. I just want to hug you and hold you and never let go.